Monday, November 30, 2015

Winter Shivers Available for Preorder!


OK, it's because I am alphabetically first but whatever.

This is the cover of a new winter-themed horror anthology that is coming from Inkstained Succubus Press this month. You can preorder it HERE. 

My story, "Bansidhe" (don't you love a title that tells you exactly what to expect?) should be the last one in the volume. Don't worry, I'll keep everyone updated on release dates!

Friday, November 20, 2015

Food and Luchadores

I've been a busy woman this week. I have a free flash story over at Lex Chase's blog:

Hope you like Heaven, Hell, and masked Mexican wrestlers.

I've also got a recipe up on the Dreamspinner Press blog's seasonal Dream Dishes feature:

Pretty much guaranteed to give you Type 2 diabetes, but you only live once, eh?

Thursday, November 12, 2015

Free Fiction...Thursday. Alliteration Fail.

All right friends, I promised a free story so here it is. I thought about doing the "When I get 100 Twitter followers (note: I have 99) I'll post a story") but that seems kind of cheap. 

This is, I suppose, a bit of a fluff piece. Don't expect any major plot twists or revelations. It's set before Hour of the Lotus, just after Hiroshi and Sho become lovers (as told in flashback in that novella).

 I've finished another story in which Sho acquires another dog (I've noticed that once a person has a dog, they generally never again go very long without one) and am outlining a story that forces Hiroshi to face the fact that Sho is much older than him. They might end up here, or I may look at putting together a short story collection We'll see.

Anyway, without further ado, here's Twelve Nights


It was twelve nights since Hiroshi had made clear his interest in Lord General Iwata. And he'd spent a good portion of every one of those nights in the Lord General's tent. 

Now, as the twelfth night flowed to its end, to the Hour of the Lotus when night turned over into day, Hiroshi sat up and reached for his kimono. Winter was slowly fading into spring, but the night air still had teeth, and the tent's lone brazier did little to dispel the chill. Regretfully Hiroshi drew away from the Iwata's  warmth and pulled on his white under-robe, flicking his long braid over his shoulder. Then he turned to look down at the man who lay beside him.

Lord General Iwata Sho stretched on his side, his eyes closed- though Hiroshi doubted he was sleeping. HIs broad face, framed by a neatly-trimmed beard, was darkened and lined by the sun. Even now, in the orange light of the brazier, limbs relaxed, he had an air of command. Hiroshi had seen him reduce soldiers to quivering children with a few words. But another remark, in a different tone, could make them men again. The prince's army feared and respected the Lord General. 

But if he'd expected Iwata to be as gruff and commanding in bed as he was everywhere else- and he had expected it- he'd been wrong. Iwata Sho was a courteous lover, and surprisingly gentle. That first night he'd paused before every new intimacy, allowing Hiroshi a moment to direct or deny him. Hiroshi had denied him nothing. Afterward, he'd dressed and returned to his own tent. As he'd risen to go, Iwata suddenly reached out and pulled him back down, into a lingering kiss. Finally released, Hiroshi rose- his knees trembling a bit- and took his leave, back to his own silent tent to sleep. Neither said a word.

Rumors claimed the Lord General rarely spent more than a single night with any lover, and Hiroshi wanted to be an exception. It was that kiss that gave him hope. He spent the next day in an agony of impatience. He couldn't approach Iwata- protocol demanded that the older man offer the next invitation, if he wanted to. The practical business of running an army had kept Hiroshi from getting more than a distant glimpse of Iwata all that long day. Even as he issued orders or joked with the other officers, Hiroshi's chest was tight with dread. Would Iwata have any interest in a second night with him?

It was after dark when he finally found out. Hiroshi stood by a fire, discussing the next day with some of the other young soldiers, when Lord General Iwata went by.

"Captain Sagawara, come with me," he snapped, without breaking his stride. The others watched curiously as Hiroshi bowed to Iwata's retreating back and hurried to catch up with him. He walked a step behind, as befitted his lower rank. They went past tents and fires, in a direction Hiroshi recognized. HIs nerves hummed, and his heartbeat quickened. He hadn't been so anxious about a lover since he was fourteen years old. He stepped aside so Iwata could duck into the tent, then followed. A wave of cold air blew inside with them. The inside of the tent was stark-a  folding table draped with maps, a traveling trunk, a single brazier and a sleeping mat, the blankets folded crisply at its foot. Hiroshi shivered, remembering how Iwata's weight had pressed his bare shoulders into the woven reeds.

Iwata halted in the center of the tent and spun to face him. The flickering brazier lit only one side of his face, but Hiroshi could make out his severe expression. He looked- impatient, or annoyed. Hiroshi's heart stuttered in his chest. HIs throat scratched drily. "What does my lord need from me?"
If Iwata noticed how shallow Hiroshi's breathing had become, he gave no sign. "Captain, do you wish to continue what we began last night?"

HIs tone was even, as if asking about supplies or troop numbers. Hiroshi swallowed a nervous laugh.
"If you don't, there will be no repercussions."

Relief brought a grin to Hiroshi's face. Iwata frowned, and Hiroshi hastened to assure him, "My lord, I do wish to continue. Very much."

The corner of Iwata's mouth curved into one of his small, rare smiles. Hiroshi dared to close the distance between them. Iwata smelled of sweat and steel, and faintly of horses. He was a shade taller than Hiroshi, just enough that Hiroshi had to tilt his chin up to kiss him.
They'd spent every night together since, with the eagerness of new lovers to learn and explore. Hiroshi always came to Iwata, as befitted their differing status. And afterward he washed, and dressed, and went back to his own chilled, quiet tent to sleep. He'd known from the start it would be like this; to be seen emerging from the Lord General's tent every morning would spark rumors. Soldiers loved gossip almost as much as women. 

But, Hiroshi thought, gazing at the angles of his lover's face, his bare chest and the square, calloused hands arranged on the blanket, he wanted to stay. He wanted to lie beside Iwata and lean his head on the older man's shoulder. He wanted to watch Iwata sleep, to help him tie his sash, to pull him into a quick kiss before they ducked outside, into the day.

He was falling in love with a man who would never love him.

Kumomo had warned him about it, when he'd seen her last. Half a year ago, now.

They were having tea, and Momo had mentioned the Lord General. He couldn't now remember why.
"Lord General Iwata? I'm just waiting for the right moment to seduce him." He'd said it jokingly, but it was true. 

Momo's eyes had widened. "Brother, you're not serious! He's not the sort of man to be seduced."
"No, but I think he could be..persuaded." Hiroshi smirked at her. He was twenty-four years old and still enjoyed seeing how embarrassed his sister became when discussing matters of the bedchamber.

"You know they say he's in love with the prince?" Kumomo plucked anxiously at one of her hairpins. "I think it might be true. Maybe that's why he's cold to everyone, especially Lady Mari and the consorts, because...because we have what he never will." 

"I've heard the rumors." 

"Why him, Hiroshi? He's much older than you."

"The prince is older than you," he pointed out. Momo shook her head impatiently- their situations were very different. Hiroshi thought a moment, sipping his tea. It was faintly sweet, flavored with jasmine. "Listen, Sister- when a man dies, either in battle or from accident or illness, the prince's scribe writes a letter, the same letter every time, expressing condolences to the family. At the end of the day Prince Narita signs all the letters before they are sent off with the ashes. But Lord General Iwata writes his own letters, in his own hand, and includes them with the prince's. I read a few, when it was my duty to collect the letters and the ashes, and they're all different. The Lord General knows his men, all of them. He pays attention to them, to who they are. There's a man behind that famous scowl, Momo, and he's more complex than he seems."

She was quiet for some time, gazing out the window into the neatly-arranged garden. Finally she looked at him, her expression resigned. "I know it's different for men. Perhaps you don't care about his feelings. But even if you succeed, Brother, he'll never love you."

A retort sprang to his tongue- "Women also sleep with men they don't love."- for he was certain Momo didn't love Prince Narita. But he bit his lip to kill the words. He couldn't shame his sister like that. "I may not even succeed, as you say. So don't worry for me."

But he had succeeded, though he'd not been at all certain he would. And now it was his own fault that he had to live knowing his lover would never be entirely his.

Hiroshi sighed and reached for his black militarykimono. Iwata lifted a hand and caught the end of HIroshi's braid, tugging gently. Hiroshi turned, and Iwata moved his grasp to his wrist. His fingers were warm. Slowly his eyes opened, and he fixed Hiroshi with his sharp, searching gaze. "What are you doing?"

"I thought you were asleep, my lord," Hiroshi lied, smiling.

Iwata released Hiroshi and rolled onto his side, propping himself up on one elbow. HIs hair, which Hiroshi had earlier freed from its customary topknot, hung to his chin. He pushed it away from his face with an impatient gesture. "No, you didn't. What are you doing, Captain?"

A sudden impulse seized him. "My lord, we-" Hiroshi paused, trying to think of a phrase that was neither sentimental nor crude. "We've...been together like this a dozen times. Call me Hiroshi."
Iwata's eyes narrowed. You didn't give anything that even resembled an order to a superior officer, not even to one who'd recently been trailing his calloused fingers over your chest, your stomach, lower... Hiroshi scrambled to add, "If it pleases my lord, of course." He waited, clenching his fists in his kimono.

"All right," Iwata said. "Then you should call me Sho. Now, answer my question."

"Oh." He'd nearly forgotten it. "I was getting dressed. To go back to my own tent."

Sho seemed to consider that. "Don't," he said finally. "Stay."

"But my...Sho," Hiroshi flushed at the feel of the name in his mouth. This would take some time to become familiar. "If the men saw me leaving in the morning-"

Sho laughed. Not the hearty laugh he sometimes shared with Prince Narita, but a laugh all the same. HIs throaty chuckle made a shiver race up Hiroshi's spine. He blinked in astonishment. Sho shook his head. "Four days ago the prince asked me if it was true I'd taken up with his consort's brother. "
Hiroshi laughed too, ruefully. He was familar with camp gossip. He should have known. The others had probably suspected the night he'd gone to inquire about the Lord General's injured shoulder; by the next night they'd probably been sure. He shrugged off his under-robe and folded it into a square. Sho rolled onto his back and lifted the blanket. "Come to bed, Hiro."

No one had ever given him a nickname before. Hiroshi felt his face flush hot, and was glad of the uncertain light. A flicker of hope warmed him. He tried to douse it quickly, but it persisted. Hiro.Hiroshi crawled under the blanket and stretched out beside Sho. His bare skin was warm, almost hot. Sho wrapped an arm around Hiroshi's waist and pulled his close. HIs chest pressed against Hiroshi's back, his breathing already deep and even. His beard scraped against Hiroshi's neck. Hiroshi closed his eyes. Lulled by the breath of the man he was rapidly coming to love, he fell asleep.

Tuesday, November 10, 2015

November Catch-Up

Hello, World's Worst Blogger here. I've decided that my lack of consistent blogging is because I prefer to write about fictional people with exciting lives, rather than my boring, boring life. Or I'm just a lazy ass. Whatever.

Anyway, you might have noticed that my flash piece about demonic luchadores never showed up on Lex Chase's blog. It seems she had some stuff come up, so several flash stories (not just mine) have been pushed back a bit. Never fear, I'll let you know when it's available for your consumption.

Also, I contributed a recipe to the Dreamspinner Press Blog's Dream Dishes- fantastic recipes from Dreamspinner (and DSPP) authors. My perfectly perfect sugar cookies with buttercream frosting will be up on November 19th. Until then, check out these delicious-sounding things:

Antipasto Platter

Caramel Slice


(that struffoli stuff sounds AMAZING. I'm currently waiting on my kitchen being rebuilt after a home repair disaster...but as soon as I can cook again I will be ON THAT).

I'm also planning to throw some free fiction up here in the next couple days. It's a short story involving Hiroshi and Sho, the characters from Late Summer, Early Spring, and it's set some time before the beginning of LSES.

Also, it's November, which means I get to see numerous social media posts of people whining about how their NaNoWriMo plans aren't going as well as they'd hoped. This is why I don't do NaNoWriMo. I know my pace, and a novel is not happening in a month (a year or two, maybe). And if I tried I would be whining with the rest of them, so that's why I don't do it. I have enough stress in my life without self-imposing more.

Monday, October 19, 2015

Halloween is Coming in 3...2...1...

 I've been listening to a recording of Coast to Coast AM this morning (I started listening to it when #2 Son was newborn and up all night; once he started sleeping I was so disappointed to miss it that I joined the website so I can hear the podcasts!) and heard a great story. An 80-something-year-old woman called in with a Halloween memory: as a child, she and her family moved to a military base in Hawaii just before Halloween. There weren't many children on the base, so the adults hadn't really stocked up on candy. When she and friends went trick-or-treating, the adults just gave them money! When she got home her mother asked to inspect the candy (this was before the razor blades-and-needles panic- the woman said her mother was just looking so she could take the best pieces. Parents be trolling even in the '40's..) and was surprised to see all the money. One neighbor, who had given the girl two whole quarters because she was so cute, died two months later when the Japanese attacked Pearl Harbor.

Stories everywhere, my friends. Stories everywhere.

Let's see...I have a short story coming up on October 23rd, totally free flash fiction on the blog of a DSPP colleagu, Lex Chase. So that's exciting! I will link it on the day. I was given a prompt but I'm afraid my mind...wandered...a bit and I somehow ended up with demonic luchadores. 

I am typing up a short story prequel-thing to Late Summer, Early Spring. I will probably post it here for fun. I am also working on some sequel shorts as well- maybe Hiroshi and Iwata become traveling supernatural detectives? Can I get a contract from an anime studio now please? (Kidding! Maybe)

And don't forget I'm on Twitter now! Let's hook up so you can see how hilarious I am.



Thursday, October 1, 2015

OCTOBER! Finally!

I got a Twitter!


My husband suggested I do it. I've never really seen the point of Twitter (maybe as a time sink) but it turns out it's pretty fun. I already have 6 followers!

What else...I saw this in the Halloween aisle of Party City. I'm still not sure how I feel about it.

My short story "Bansidhe" (a title that tells you exactly what to expect, eh?) is slated to be published in the Winter Shivers anthology from Inkstained Succubus (love that press name!). It should be out in December. I'm super-excited; I love a good ghost story. "Bansidhe" is my attempt at a Victorian Christmas Eve ghostly tale, a tradition I love and wish would become popular again. Maybe I'll try to put it in place in my own house when the kids are older.

Over on Goodreads, my novella collection Late Summer, Early Spring has 13 ratings and 7 text reviews and is holding steady at a 4.00 average rating. James Clavell mentioned gay samurai in Shogun, so I just took that idea and ran with it. And added an evil fox spirit, because why the hell not!

Also coming up, I have a short short story in the works for Free Flash Friday over on Lex Chase's (very pretty, very professional) blog. My day is October 23rd, so I'll throw it up here once it's out. It involves luchadores ...eeeevil ones because hey, it's October!

So that's what's going on over here. It's October, so what's your favorite scary book? I need some recommendations to keep me up nights (although my teething baby has proven to be good at that too...).

Saturday, September 5, 2015

Monday, August 31, 2015

Farewell, Wes Craven

The other day I was absently singing some kiddie nonsense to the baby.

"One, two, buckle my shoe...three, four, shut the door...five, six, grab your, eight, better stay up late...nine, ten, never sleep a- oh, damn it."

But this is the kind of thing that happens when you're a Wes Craven fan.

And today we say good-bye to one of my favorite horror guys, who once read an article about the unexplained deaths of two sisters and from it created one of the most terrifying concepts in horror cinema.
But this story about the creation of one of filmdom's most notorious monsters is a great example of How to Avoid Writer's Block.

We all get stuck on stories sometimes. But too often I hear people complaining they just don't have any ideas. They want to write, but don't know what to write about.  And I always

Wes Craven read a news story about two teenage sisters who died, apparently in their sleep, of no known cause. Witnesses said their faces bore expressions of fear when the bodies were found. He was intrigued by the case, and eventually speculated that something in their dreams had frightened them to death. And thus Freddie Krueger was born. The real terror of Freddie was never his burn scars, or the claws. It was that he could attack you in your dreams, and everybody, EVERYBODY, has to sleep sometime. There was literally no way to escape him. It's brilliant. It's scary as hell. It's a fantastic story, and a great character.

And this is how we get ideas. We pay attention to the big news stories, and also the small ones. The weird ones. One of my favorite things in the world is a radio show called Coast to Coast A.M., a hotbed of conspiracy theories, ghost stories, and alien abduction experiences. This show- on nightly, 1 am- 5 am ET, probably on your local FM station- is a gold mine for speculative fiction writers. A few days ago Coast to Coast was interviewing the great-great grandson of H.H. Holmes. Apparently no one in the family was aware of their ancestor until the interviewee's grandfather took the opportunity over a family dinner to tell them they were descended from one of America's most notorious serial killers.

Now THERE'S a story.

So keep your eyes and ears open. Stories can hide anywhere, and they want to be told. All it takes is a little persuasion to draw them out into the open.

Monday, August 17, 2015

Author Secrets as Revealed on Squidbillies

I am a big fan of a Cartoon Network show called Squidbillies. It's about hillbilly squids, it's incredibly offensive and way funnier than it has any right to be. This episode, in which the son of the hillbilly squid family takes up reading, taught me a little something about us authors, courtesy of horror legend Dean Koontz.

Yes my friends, most popular authors are in fact illiterate. I can read, so I guess that's why I'm not quite as successful as Robert Ludlum (yet!).

Sunday, August 16, 2015

The Giveaway is Ended!

This afternoon I drew a winner for the Late Summer, Early Spring e-book giveaway, by using the very scientific method of writing down names on paper slips and putting them in my son's Super Mario Brothers lunchbag, closing my eyes and drawing one out.

Congratulations Kimber! I will contact you shortly for an e-mail address where we can send the book.

Thanks to everyone for entering, I wish I could give you all a copy but the publisher might frown on that...

Sunday, August 9, 2015


So I was absent for another whole week! Well, I have an excuse of sorts. The oldest kid starts school early this year and so last week was a jumble of traveling to see relatives before then, Gencon 2015 and GISHWHES ( But I did manage to make this lovely portrait of Nicki Minaj in rice and lentils.

Anyway, that's all over now, and I can concentrate on this bit of news:


Here's the protocol: leave a comment on this post. Any comment. It can be about the book, or about Nicki there, or your favorite dinosaur, or whatever. Just talk to me. It gets lonely here in this corner of the net.

I will give away ONE copy, and this giveaway will run one week, until Sunday, August 16th. At that time I will write everyone's name on a slip of paper, pop it into a hat, and draw one with my eyes closed. This a super-scientific manner of choosing. Then I will contact you and ask for your e-mail address (or you can just leave it in your comment if you'd rather) and a lovely lady at Dreamspinner Press Publications will send it on over. Once you get it, I'll ask you to leave an HONEST review on Goodreads or Amazon or some such place. You don't have to, but it would be awful nice...

To entice you, here is a summary of the book (which is actually two linked novellas):

Hour of the Lotus
General Sho Iwata is devastated when the man he secretly loves, Prince Narita, is struck with a mysterious illness. Iwata's current lover, Hiroshi, is well aware of the general's unrequited passion. But that isn’t his biggest problem. His sister is Narita’s favorite consort, but Hiroshi believes she has been replaced by an imposter. When they discover the true cause of the illness, they will have to battle an ancient spirit and survive. 

Fox Hunter
Lord General Iwata Sho sets out in search of the mysterious Fox Hunter. When he finds his former lover, Hiroshi, he discovers a changed man, scarred inside and out and consumed by vengeance. Together with Narita’s grown son Daigo, Iwata and Hiroshi pursue the malicious spirit as it leaves bloodshed in its wake. Iwata worries about what will become of Hiroshi when the fox is defeated―if Hiroshi’s revenge doesn’t kill him first. 

Hour of the Lotus published by Dreamspinner Press, May 2013

Aaaand here are a few snippets from Goodreads reviews:

Late Summer, Early Spring is a perfect treat for anyone looking for beautiful writing, ancient mythology, and casual inclusion of gay characters.

have to admit that I was drawn to this book by the beautiful cover of two Japanese samurai warriors, but it was the writing and the characters that made me stay drawn.

It was a very good read and I recommend it to anyone who likes established couples, Japan and its history and mythology, and to those who just love a good story.

 Patricia’s stories, layered and textured worlds populated with complex characters battling evil and each other, offer a look at different people, societies, customs, norms, and sometimes push us to look at things we might normally avoid. 

So leave me a comment, friends, and you might get this digital volume for absolutely free! And as a bookseller/reader/writer, I can tell you there's nothing better than a free book. Except maybe lots of free books. 

You have one week. I look forward to giving this story to one lucky commenter!

Friday, July 31, 2015

Enter to Win a Free Copy of Late Summer, Early Spring

Well, so much for keeping up with the blog! In apology, here is a photo of my cat:

Late Summer, Early Spring was duly released on July 14th, and I've been pleased with the reception so far. 3 five-star reviews on Goodreads, and when I did a giveaway on a couple copies of the paperback there were over 300 people requesting a copy. My oldest son turns 6 tomorrow, so in honor of his birthday I'll be starting a new giveaway tomorrow on a copy of the e-book. Check out my Goodreads page tomorrow to enter!

As a reminder, you can also purchase it here:

Aaaaaand here:

I am working on a short story that's a bit of a follow-up to the book; I plan to see if DSPP wants to release it as one of their 'Free Fiction' features; if not, I will probably just post it here. It will make my dog-loving readers happy, I hope.

I'll be posting again soon. I mean it this time!Late Summer, Early

Monday, June 29, 2015

I'm on Goodreads...About Damn Time!

A couple years ago I signed up for Goodreads, but never really did anything with it, despite about a hundred of my family and friends asking to friend me on that site. I already have Facebook and Google +, I figured, and I find trying to promote myself on social media to be exhausting. But today I decided to sit up and actually put some information on my author page, so here it is:

You can see my published work and also ask me questions or something. I'm going to keep my blog here, but maybe I'll start cross-posting there too. Feel free to add me as friend or follow me too!

To make this post even more worth reading, here is Judy Bloom on trigger warnings:

Tuesday, June 23, 2015

I'm Back!'s been a while. I had to take a break from blogging. I was just burned out. And my break turned into a VERY LONG BREAK thanks to pregnancy, the birth of my second son eight weeks early, and all the insanity that comes with raising two boys.

But it hasn't been all family stuff. I've been writing quite a bit. My second novel is complete and I'm shopping it around to agents. Since September, when #2 Son was born, I've completed three short stories, and I'm almost finished with a fourth. I wonder if having two kids and short stories go together, since I haven't written short pieces for a long time.

And most exciting, I have a new release coming from DSP Publications.

My novella Hour of the Lotus was published by Dreamspinner Press a while back. When I had a sequel ready, I sent it to them. It turns out I sent it just in time, because they were setting up a new imprint called DSPP, which would publish stories that are genre pieces with gay characters, rather than gay romance. I was thrilled, because I think this publishing angle works much better for both Hour of the Lotus and the sequel, The Fox Hunter. The two novellas will be packaged together in one book called Late Summer, Early Spring (referring to the season in which each takes place). It will be available as an e-book and as a paperback! Here is the pre-order page:

Anne Cain, who did the cover art for Hour of the Lotus, was available to do the art for this one too, and I love it!

Late Summer, Early Spring will be released on July 14th, and I have a couple guest blogs and interviews coming up too, so rest assured I will definitely let you know about them!

I'm going to try to post regularly here again. I'm off to do a workout- stretching my blogging muscles (and maybe losing some of this baby weight...)! See you soon!